Back to bones – AGAIN
Get to know yourself on a whole new level
This recent dark moon was intense! As we allow our self to go through the changes in the astrological shit storms of life and allow ourselves to feel the feels on the deepest levels – we grow and expand in the greatest way possible.
Pain doesn’t come without it’s growth and you are born to survive both.
What we are coming up against is a deep yearning for what is truth in our lives. The way to find it is to ask:
Who am I and what defines me?
What is is that would make each day great?
Where do I look outside myself for what I am lacking within?
How can I live the best version of your life possible.
Seems like simple questions yet the answers are the kind that brush of what we really want and therefor settle for less.
Oh I can’t do that I have to work.
Oh I can’t be that I don’t have enough time / money / energy.
Oh It’ll happen eventually
Oh I’ll just keep up the spiritual bypassing that allows me to play it safe
Oh I’ll just ‘law of attraction that shit’
Oh I just have to do this other thing that doesn’t make my heart sing and what I want will still just fall in to my lap automatically because I’ll think ‘positive’ about it and get what I want
Sound familiar?
Most people are caught in the hamster wheel of a shit job doing what they hate in a toxic environment for the pay check that doesn’t add up to the blood sweat and tears invested in that reality. It’s bullshit. Besides the fact that your dream life doesn’t come automatically and that you actually have to work to get it – is the truth
But I’m tired! I can’t do another job on top of my other shit job… Well that depends. How long can you physically, mentally and emotionally keep up what you are doing???
To get from A to B you gotta make the steps – and just like “Simon Says” Science says if you make those steps between A and B – you can’t not get to be. Science says.
Choose it
That’s right – choose your reality. It is your birth right. It’s only when we realize we are making choices from the moment we wake up in the morning that we understand the power of our own decisions. What are you choosing? What are you deciding? What decisions are you making? What limits are you placing on yourself.
Define your limits
What if I said –
‘quit your job tomorrow and start doing what you love’
What would you say?
What if I said –
‘why not look for another job doing what you love where you are appreciated and recognized for your skills and expertise?’ what would you say?
How toxic and shit does an environment have to get before we recognize it and check out of it completely for the sake of our health and well being? How rough does shit have to get to put our self first?
Define your limits is to say them out loud and recognize them – then start making some adjustments around them. What would it take for you to decide that you are worth more than what you are experiencing right now in this current reality. Changing our reality is actually a thing you know – it’s like lucid dreaming – until we realize we are in the dream – we keep on playing out the dream unconsciously. Living a reality where we are settling for less than the best because we think that how we are living is the only way possible for us because of what ever reason *enter any excuse here* is a trap.
Stay in the trap
You can choose! Stay in the trap! Stay in the trap for as long as you can to prove to yourself you can handle it. Stay in the trap for as like as you like because you think there is no life outside the trap. Stay in the trap until your soul bleeds out all the life force energy you ever had and be the prune you want to be and stay in the trap.
Sound good? YeahhhMaybe if you are a masochist.
Otherwise, make a choice! Get out of the trap. If the trap had caught your foot in it and you were bleeding, you would try to get out of it right so you didn’t bleed out. Well why not do that for your soul? Why stay in a trap where your soul is dying and you are not refilling yourself with the life force energy you are bleeding out at an alarming rate?
I’ve got a job to do
I’m a parent. You’re probably one too.
That job alone is the most difficult job I’ve ever had. Especially in a blended family. I struggle with it. Have to be ‘on’ constantly. Smiling, polite, it’s the highest level of ‘customer service’ ever. I go to bed tired and I wake up tired. Sometimes I don’t want to get out of bed – but kids don’t have a button to snooze, you gotta get up so quick like the blanket is on fire – whatever the weather. No time for ‘dream journaling’ no time for doing what I want to do – I gotta get those little mouths snacks and water and help them up onto the loo, be fun and interesting and do the things.
Meanwhile I have another job. To look after me. To make choices that benefit myself and my own well being. To stay on top of my mini empires I am building to live the financial freedom that we are consciously creating in this reality.
Then I have my 3rd job. That’s you. I work tirelessly writing blogs and making posts and putting myself out there for you so that you can see what is possible for you to. I show up for you. I show up to share the possibilities of a life beyond a toxic shit job where the best thing in your day is your espresso on the way to work or that quick kiss to your lover before you go… (to work) well what if you didn’t have to go. What if you could stay home and do whatever the fuck you want?
You can.
For as long as I am working 3 jobs – I urge you to work 2. Keep going to the trap each day to make a ‘living’ if that is what you ‘need’ to do. Work on yourself as well. Personal development as well as your empire – doing the thing that you know best – the thing that comes naturally, that thing that you think everyone probably already knows and doesn’t need you to explain it. Well I’m telling you they do. The people need you to share your truths and the message that comes through you! You will create your empire doing what it is that you love, the thing that comes naturally to you and you will be free.
You just need to believe that you can do it – the rest of that old toxic shit is her’story – or history – depends who you talk to.
Feel free to read about my second job here
And my third job here
I also started a 4th one –
did I mention how tired I am? lol – *glances back to first paragraph and A to B and remembers it’s science that I will come out on top of this reality driving a Cadillac
